Well I am officially 33 weeks!!! She is almost here. Kinda scary but I think I am more scared of the actual birth part than anything else. haha of course who wouldn't be. Well so far I feel that I have had an amazing pregnancy. I was sick for the first trimester then the second trimester I felt GREAT! and now in the third trimester I am def. feeling BLAH! Just really tired and finding it very hard to be comfortable. But as much as I might be complaining It is all going to be so worth it in the end. it just blows my mind everytime i feel her move (and see her move which is soo insane). I keep telling mom how hard it is to see all these little babies and then try to imagine one being inside my tummy!! It really is such an amazing blessing and journey. It is so funny too how dead on everyone is when they tell what types of symptoms you will experience in each trimester becaues i swear I have hit everything everyone has told me about. But I can say yeah i am a little uncomfortable but i do feel great. We went to the Doctor on Monday (4/13) and so far I have gained about 25 pounds, my stomach is measuring exactly how it should be, her heartbeat was sooo strong omg... it brings tears to me sitting here writing this because in the beginning you hear the heartbeat for the first time and it's like wow such and amazing and overwhelming feeling but of course it takes the doctor or in my case midwife forever to find that little faint heartbeat and here at 33 weeks she put the little machine on my belly and it was so strong... her heart beat was 150 on monday which was great! but gosh it's just soooo beautiful and amazing to hear that little heartbeat and how strong it has gotten! they also felt to see how she was facing in my tummy and she has already turned upside down (sooo all her kicks go straight into my ribs OUCH). this whole journey has been so wonderful and so beautiful and I just can't wait to meet our beautiful baby girl. And Joshua has been so amazing!! He has def. seen many sides to me through this just like everyone else has but i think i give it to him worse than others haha! and even though he likes to joke with me and egg me on when im not in a good mood he really has been so good on calming me down when i am about to break out into tears because i am in such a bad mood or just frustrated with being uncomfortable! he is going to be such a great Dad and I can just tell he is getting more and more excited as each day passes and her arrival time gets closer!!!! We both are so excited for her to get here! Well I will def. try my best to keep updates coming more than they have been... between school and work and just trying to spend time with Joshua and taking lots of naps haha I seem to not have a whole lot of time.. but I am going to do my best! here is a picture of my belly at 33 weeks!!! It's not really a "cute" picture haha but it def, shows my belly is pretty big : )
haha and i have to do this but here is just such a sweet picture of Joshua sleeping and his best buddy laying down right next to him!! : ) He is going to kill me for this.... : p
Welp that is all for tonight... more to come soon! Love you all SOOO much
